Second date with the POT—well I guess now he’s my SD. Sadly, he’s Splenda. He said no to a bigger allowance… But I’m hoping that will change. (;
We had a nice dinner, but there is no flow in our conversation. I felt like I was pulling teeth to try to get him to open up. Also seeing as how he’s never been a SD before, I wanted to discuss what he wanted & expected out of a relationship. When I asked what he wanted to do when we saw each other, he clammed up even more. So to get him to talk, I asked him for example if he just wanted to get dinner & drinks & hang out every couple weeks. He seemed a bit upset after I said that (said he was sacrificing a lot to see me…), but I assured him that sex wasn’t out of the question.
After dinner we went back to his hotel room to hang out for a while. I knew he wanted me, but wasn’t sure how to approach the situation, so we watched TV. Eventually we made it to the bedroom, but I almost fell asleep cuz he was so vanilla in the sack. Super soft & gentle, which is nice, but I like it rougher. ): The kicker is, we didn’t even have intercourse; he couldn’t get it up. He attributed it to nerves. I’m hoping that he gets over that by the next time I see him… I wanna rock his world. (;
Note to self:
I need to become more comfortable with having a room full of eyes on me. I was by far then youngest & prettiest gal in the restaurant. I just need to own it!